Well recently watching WWE a new storyline came out, seems like he´s got IED(Intermittent Explossive Disorder) wich I went and studied a bit about it. Seems like when someone who has this disorder undergoes a lot of pressure or tension he/she might go agressive and destroy things or hurt people. When the episode is over you notice about what you have done and usually you regret about what you have done.
So I went to my psichiatrist and I got diagnosed a variant of this Disorder in wich people rarely goes fisical, but the attacks are more often and verbal. Im undergoing a special treatment but seems like it´s not fully effective. The good news is this disorder occurs between the early 20´s and 30´s so hopefully when Im around 30 I can control my anger XD
Now that explains everything, sry all for shitty times