KICK THE PC MACCAIN !!! It will make your feelings worse in future.Its a nice painkiller yes i agree with it, i do same too.
More youre on pc, lesser chance you will meet and have social things going.It will suck you out of your life, you will want it to be more involved into yourself.You cant live without it.
You shud have at least one fine going friend, try to keep close on him and hopefully if hes a social person youll meet people.Surely youll find some more friends, then make some nice stuff eh.
AND YOURE NOT UGLY.Nobody is ugly enough to dont look at since you dont have a totally burnt up face... Shyness comes by keeping away from other people.Anti social shit comes from growing up in a shy life or being kept away from humans and stuff like these.
I see it and know it as one of problems appearing while you growing up and lots of people have it plus lots of people lived with it for ages.(e.g. my grandma) And its taking time to get over it, but you must not give up and just keep going further all the time.
I can tell some of my story here for lil inspiration or knowledge for you.Currently im not over it and seemingly i cant be advancing forward anymore soon.
It starts with lefting school aprx. 3 years ago.In aprx. again 2 years i was TOTALLY at home, without going to streets and keeping on PC whole of day.Some people might remember me playing 10+ hours in one row.And i was fine in 1 year but after that (brain growing progress i think lol) i started to think about more on future, WHAT could happen if i go thru this way
It was a real blind question.With no education, no friends, no people.Thats just a no life.And i was looking for something to get me out, my uncle suggested me to work with him and i rejected it at first.After one month he asked for it again, i was seriously getting bored and worried about my situtation i said ok for it.In first time i got out it was really weird after those years.
I started to work in a curtains shop, there was my uncle and one more employee and me.In that first day i was like a frozen stone most of time, talking almost no time.You feel strange while against a strange eh.It was on that way.After days pass and pass i managed to get a relationship going.I was managing to talk and have funny stuff going.Well this isnt related to you much till here and maybe further on lol.
After some time another boy came into work he was a frozen stone like me too.I am also.He was having hard time on strangers also.In early times i was expecting some get-close move from him and it wasnt going to happen.Then (everyday i was taking deep thoughts about being an active&social person) i decided to get on move and do something.All i did is picking right words to dont make him say WTF is this guy saying ?! And talk to him related to something around us.Right now we are just like friends.
And that shop taught me one more thing, more youre involved more easy you talk.Somedays i was having customer flows and there i was making it out more easily one after one.So about you Cain if you get on track and hit the gas, make friends and interact.Youll make it out more easily next time and so on.
Currently i have only 2 friends or we can say 3 one is my "bicycle" and computer is NOT.
Plus i dont have girls around me at all lol. And those 2 friends arent worthy of being friends with.School is an epic source of socialism in our ages.Plus a place shapes your life and your character.Im a bit sad about lefting it right now but its done, nothing to do.
Anyway enough crapness.Just a piece to this topic from me.
HOLY S*** its epic typo (saw this after finishing
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