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Offline [FSR]Mach5

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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #60 on: November 01, 2009, 11:43:42 pm »
Quote from: AntiVirus on October 31, 2009, 06:00:02 pm
You will probably laugh at me, but I hate my life. I am lazy, not self-confident etc. Its always the same stuff. I get up, go to school and listen to the bloody teachers for 4 hours. When I get home the first thing I do is turn the PC on. Then msn, Facebook, forums and all that shit. I eat and play on the pc till my parents come and then i start to write my homework. After that I play more, eat and go to sleep. And this happens every day and I know this routine sucks, but I can't find a good motivation to change myself. Just like snoopy, I am too lazy to write homework and study, eventhough from 1st to 6th grade all my grades are A. Sometimes i may go out and hang out with friends, but its rare. I have a lot of friends, I know half of the school, but what are they for when you don't make contact with them? Even now I'm typing this as fast as I can so I can finish my homework and play. I often question myself, what's the point of my life when I the same things all over again? Isn't life suposed to be having fun? In school there is a girl i like, and I think she likes me too. But I don't know how to start because Im very shy. What if she throws a "bucket" at me(refuse/dump me)? I would be humiliated and wont be able to see her again in my life. Im also a bit like McCain, I am anti-social and its a rare thing when I do a new friendship. All the friend i know are people with who i used to study for 7 years, and I got some friend from the neighbourhood.
Also, they torture us alot in school, we learn stuff that were meant for university back in the 1980s. Last year was the hardest for me. Too much homework, I used to stay till 2 o' clock in the morning studing. At that time I was thinking of killing myself, but now I am proud that i menaged to "survive"

Right now I am thinking of how much replies with "lol" will come up.


didnt imagine it. In virtual world we are a bit different then in real life. Is just hard stay away for pc, is like drug for me. And i agree with Ush. People think me strange cause i think in a different way.
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Offline [FSR]Ush

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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #61 on: November 03, 2009, 09:50:41 am »
Such a shame the East-/Westcoast fued ran out following the death of 2 of hiphops most loved and talented people.
(Yeah yeah, I gotta hiphop state of mind)
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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #62 on: August 15, 2010, 03:38:55 am »
Sometimes words are not enough to describe something  :(

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUn8xQSoTPs[/youtube]
title song of the best emotional Dutch movie ever.. :)

I kinda feel fukced up right now.. like nobody cares about me.. except my parents.. :'(

I need a girl in my life again.. can't live without someone that close to me.. :@

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNz7BudnW-o[/youtube]
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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #63 on: August 17, 2010, 10:45:59 pm »
what exactly are you feeling?don't you have neighbours,or friends?

P.S:i guess people in the forum should give more attention to this topic,it really help us say what we are locking in ourselfs. :P
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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #64 on: August 17, 2010, 11:06:38 pm »
Quote from: [FSR]Phobos on October 29, 2009, 11:17:40 am
nice words ush  ;) , but u should stop smoking that shit :L

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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #65 on: August 18, 2010, 10:18:55 am »
last time I posted here I was drunk haha
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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #66 on: August 19, 2010, 05:59:44 pm »
oh,that explains everything lol :L
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Re: Just some writing of thoughts.
« Reply #67 on: October 02, 2010, 09:15:37 pm »
This is a great poem by Tupac Shakur!

Quote from: Tupac Amaru Shakur
" I Cry "

Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm,
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I cry and no one cares about why.
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The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #68 on: October 08, 2010, 05:06:15 pm »
What is it?

I have been fucking miserable for the last two weeks now
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #69 on: October 08, 2010, 05:17:14 pm »
A good social environment, a job and respect from others.. well that's a very short summary :L
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #70 on: October 08, 2010, 05:29:18 pm »
What's up? :(

Basically what ush said, things I try are: Always have something to look forward to, no matter how small it is. Do shit you'd usually never do, be more sociable, all that kinda stuff, also since I'm irish, I drink a lot, in fact, I'm going out again tonight :L Alcohol FTW!
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #71 on: October 08, 2010, 05:47:17 pm »
It usually helps me to talk with friends about my problems, or with a good girlfriend. It kinda depends on what your problem is Simon, but 2 weeks of sadness is long, anything wrong on the workfloor? Women problems? :( Just take a day off, do something you normally wouldn't do so fast.. Why not just make a short walk in your neighbourhood? It usually calms me down a lot.. or even visit your parents.

You probably just need some warmth of good loving family/friends. Keep your head up Simon ;)

Oh and if the problem is not meant for close contacts ears at first, try to contact some of us maybe.. just talking about it really takes a lot of the pressure of usually.
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #72 on: October 08, 2010, 05:50:19 pm »
Good advice ush <3
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #73 on: October 08, 2010, 05:56:09 pm »
A lot of the time it's easier to open up to people you don't know so well over the internet
than people you are close to in real life.

Either way open up to someone, always helps to get things off your chest.
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Re: The Secret to Happiness
« Reply #74 on: October 08, 2010, 06:00:17 pm »
Quote from: [CtP]Vertigo on October 08, 2010, 05:56:09 pm
always helps to get things off your chest.

I hope you can help me with this Vertigo:

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