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General => Off-Topic => Topic started by: [MAF]Snoopy on July 07, 2011, 04:16:00 pm
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First of all I would like to say sorry for any trouble I ever caused anybody. The truth is, for a very long time I wasn't happy with the position I was in. I felt like I was obligated to play at AX because of cheaters, evaders etc etc. It was probably obvious how frustrated I was with myself because I always complained about how bad my racing got and how much I hated this new era, and that was mainly due to pressure and having to constantly be on the look out for cheaters and ban evaders, it got to me so much that I took it out on other people and I really am sorry. I'm not bitter about what's happened because mooman is only protecting everybody else because he really is a good guy. I was playing yesterday and for the first time in god knows how long I actually felt happy that I could race freely and be friendly towards everyone. Being an admin is such hard work and I think people that aren't admins won't understand it until they eventually become one. and I hope it's something i never get the chance to do again on any game server :)
I hope you can forgive me and we can all get along fine. If you don't want to accept my apology then I understand. :)
Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret. < so true
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yeah, being an admin is harder than people realise and you definitely worked the hardest.. it's mostly my fault for putting you in that position in the first place anyway so sorry about that. apology accepted obviously :D
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i'm still willing to help out with donations and whatever else i can help with to show my loyalty to everyone and to show i haven't gotten bitter by eating too many lemons :D
but it's so nice having a big weight lifted off my shoulders. now to find somewhere to live by the 29th :D
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coolio :D
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yeh what moo said, you made sure every hacker/evader got banned , thats what i appreciated about you. you gave up your racing (even when you were 1st) to keep the hackers and evaders away, you did a great job.
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all I can say is SNOOPY FTW we love you :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*
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well i don't know about that, not sure if people accept it or not :L
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Everyone has shit times I suppose. What you have to keep in mind that a lot of the time there were usually more than enough admins online to support the server, you never really needed to feel overwhelmed or anything. All I can suggest is that you take this time off to just chill and maybe we can have you back as an admin that you are usually worthy of in the future.
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thanks. but yeh i spent most of my time tracking IPs on the forum and playing detective so much that i wasn't able to enjoy myself.
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I guess sometimes you really need to go out and breath some fresh air
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I knew you'd come around and accept it but you've accepted it graciously and you aren't bitter even for all the support you've given AX. Which is really nice :) Takes guts to come back and apologise. Always a good quality to be able to see your own faults. I'm sure you're not completely done supporting AX, I think you will be welcome back eventually if that's what you wanted. It's pretty hard banning evaders, very annoying and feels like a chore. I'm not good at it coz I forget cheaters but you were, I can see how it would get annoying, constantly being on the lookout for similar IP's. It''s nice playing as a normal player though I bet, change is good. At least you're free of obligations to deal with IRL stuff for a while now :)
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Well Andy, i think u did good things for server but its good that u think that you give urself some fresh air IRL and in server too, i think its better for you without all that busy stuff from the server. good luck mate :-*
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thanks :)
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Nice to see you back
You was the best admin that i know
I apologize too for making troubles with my previous accounts
Good luck in your real life :)
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I was happy to see old Andy leaving. I don't know if i will be happy to see new Andy coming back. I hope my view about you will change someday but I don't promise anything. People need the second chance...
We will see how the things are going.
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no noooo, i don't want to sound ungrateful but i wouldn't want to be an admin again. i'm not good at dealing with pressure. i just like having nothing to worry about :)
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There is no AdrenalineX without Snoopy. Good that you are still with us. I hope to see you back as an admin though someday, because aX needs you. :)
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Good to see you are happy and not soooo negative like before.
Have a good unworried race! :)
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we all know that you have a good heart, but pls don't give me a lamppost for my birthday again :-[
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:police:
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I'm sure you're not completely done supporting AX, I think you will be welcome back eventually.
yep i think the same, ax isn't the same without you, you don't have to come back as the old andy who was constantly on the lookout, come back as a new andy who is a regular admin
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that's the main problem i think. i'm far too dedicated so if that ever did happen i would just slip back into being paranoid about ban evaders and then i'd be afking every two minutes, it's not really something i want or need but thanks anyway :)
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totally understand you, after all these years, but at the same time I wouldnt feel like myself, what really matters is that you feel better
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it's a win win situation tbh, nobody has to worry about getting on my bad side and i don't have to worry about making other people unhappy, it works for me :D
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AX is nothing without snoopy :o
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Nice and true words I think! Apologies accepted! Hopefully you have a good time the coming few weeks!
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thankssssssss! :)
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np
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well i don't know about that, not sure if people accept it or not :L
does not matter if people agree or not, but to recognize mistakes made in the past. for when I'm concerned
in the past was frustrating to play on the server under pressure with the fear of being taken to target times and in any way. Now for you and for us we can play with much relax :laugh:!
Sorry for english I have an English child of 10 years and I hate myself for this ahah :D
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Sorry for english I have an English child of 10 years and I hate myself for this ahah :D
you kidnapped a 10 year old english child? :L
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Sorry for english I have an English child of 10 years and I hate myself for this ahah :D
you kidnapped a 10 year old english child? :L
o.O" :L :L :L :L :L :o :police: :police:
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lol knu :L
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basically, jalicno said to every single member of lsr that you guys had some problems in the past, that you were abusing towards him, soprano and nomercy said that you were a fucking racist towards turkish people, also peddy was like he is fucked because he deleted my records while he installs the mod to get his records, and when someone beats it he is mad, jali said your words are full of shit in the apology topic, they don't mean anything because you can't apology in 3 posts over 4 years or something
/me bangs his head against a brick wall 200 times.
1: jalicno you can't honestly think you are perfect and you never caused issues with me, at least admit like i have that i also caused problems between people
2: i'm not racist towards turkish people because i say the vast majority of them are cheaters
3: peddy doesn't seem to understand what he did wrong and what he got banned for. remember i deleted my own records to show i didn't care about them? and i limited my fps, you never when you knew it was wrong ;)
4: my apology was 100% genuine, i have two weeks to find somewhere to live so would i waste my time making stuff up when i desperately need to find somewhere to live
this is pointless because you lot are too stubborn to admit you did anything wrong.
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/me agrees
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Actually I find very hypocritical that some people are posting here some nice colorful stuff here after backstabbing somebody in a topic he couldn't read, but I guess people forget pretty fast.
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not sure i would like to read what people say about me tbh. i still have feelings :(
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yeah, but I had to say something, things went a bit wrong, not totally but somehow it was kinda heavy stuff
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involving a certain someone i can imagine
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Actually I find very hypocritical that some people are posting here some nice colorful stuff here after backstabbing somebody in a topic he couldn't read, but I guess people forget pretty fast.
Indeed. That's the thing that scared me the most here lately...
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this sounds bad, i don't know who to trust and who not to trust now :/
i don't exactly want to be nice to someone who apparently "stabbed" me in the back :/
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I agree.
/me respects those people less.
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Do you always agree with Snoopy JOE? Can't you have your own opinion?
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i think more people should speak up and say their opinions here. it's not like they have anything to be afraid of now, i don't bite anymore :D
balls to the wall
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you're like an old granny now without teeth :L
Anyway todays situation is good right? Everyone feels better? Why are we still arguining here.. lol
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haha dunno everything is good i guess, feel free to lock this anytime. i don't mind lol
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alrighty, locked since everything is fine, if you still feel like there's something wrong you can talk to andy in private! or to some admin if you think that's needed.