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Just some writing of thoughts.
[FSR]Mach5:
--- Quote from: AntiVirus on October 31, 2009, 06:00:02 pm ---You will probably laugh at me, but I hate my life. I am lazy, not self-confident etc. Its always the same stuff. I get up, go to school and listen to the bloody teachers for 4 hours. When I get home the first thing I do is turn the PC on. Then msn, Facebook, forums and all that shit. I eat and play on the pc till my parents come and then i start to write my homework. After that I play more, eat and go to sleep. And this happens every day and I know this routine sucks, but I can't find a good motivation to change myself. Just like snoopy, I am too lazy to write homework and study, eventhough from 1st to 6th grade all my grades are A. Sometimes i may go out and hang out with friends, but its rare. I have a lot of friends, I know half of the school, but what are they for when you don't make contact with them? Even now I'm typing this as fast as I can so I can finish my homework and play. I often question myself, what's the point of my life when I the same things all over again? Isn't life suposed to be having fun? In school there is a girl i like, and I think she likes me too. But I don't know how to start because Im very shy. What if she throws a "bucket" at me(refuse/dump me)? I would be humiliated and wont be able to see her again in my life. Im also a bit like McCain, I am anti-social and its a rare thing when I do a new friendship. All the friend i know are people with who i used to study for 7 years, and I got some friend from the neighbourhood.
Also, they torture us alot in school, we learn stuff that were meant for university back in the 1980s. Last year was the hardest for me. Too much homework, I used to stay till 2 o' clock in the morning studing. At that time I was thinking of killing myself, but now I am proud that i menaged to "survive"
Right now I am thinking of how much replies with "lol" will come up.
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didnt imagine it. In virtual world we are a bit different then in real life. Is just hard stay away for pc, is like drug for me. And i agree with Ush. People think me strange cause i think in a different way.
[FSR]Ush:
Such a shame the East-/Westcoast fued ran out following the death of 2 of hiphops most loved and talented people.
(Yeah yeah, I gotta hiphop state of mind)
[FSR]Ush:
Sometimes words are not enough to describe something :(
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUn8xQSoTPs[/youtube]
title song of the best emotional Dutch movie ever.. :)
I kinda feel fukced up right now.. like nobody cares about me.. except my parents.. :'(
I need a girl in my life again.. can't live without someone that close to me.. :@
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNz7BudnW-o[/youtube]
[FSR]Mach5:
what exactly are you feeling?don't you have neighbours,or friends?
P.S:i guess people in the forum should give more attention to this topic,it really help us say what we are locking in ourselfs. :P
[MAF]Snoopy:
--- Quote from: [FSR]Phobos on October 29, 2009, 11:17:40 am ---nice words ush ;) , but u should stop smoking that shit :L
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:L
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